Vacation has been wonderful. This is our last day and after swimming in the ocean, dipping in the pool, and enjoying everything else that the ocean has to offer I can honestly say that I am excited to go home tomorrow. I miss my life. I mean yeah, I am going to be upset leaving the beach however, it is time for me to go back.
During this vacation it has occurred to me that there are somethings in my life that bother me. Things about me that I want to change. So, here is the list.
1. I am too accommodating. I give in to everyone and everything. It doesn't matter if my discomfort is too much to bear, as long as I am making everyone else happy then I am doing what needs to be done. This might sound stupid but I do this. I feel like I need to change this. I think I deserve better than this. And, that's the truth.
2. I give a Damn what other people think. I want others to like me. Maybe that is why #1 is what it is. I mean from the clothes I wear to the things I do I jump through hoops to fit in. I am kind of sick of that too. I mean it makes no sense however, I feel as though I am on this quest to prove myself to other people.
3. I view my life path in dollar signs vs. happiness. I think I went into this life thinking that the more money I make the happier I would be. I think that is utter bullsh*t. I need to learn that money does not always buy happiness. That I can be just as happy on $30k a year as I can be on $100K.
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