Today is not the same...

So i thought it would be beautiful today. Considering it got up to 82 yesterday I assumed today would be equally as beautiful. Man was I WRONG! I mean do not get me wrong. 62 is lovely. however when I wear capris, and a t shirt and DO not bring a jacket I panic regarding the weather. Maybe it is because D109 is an ICEBOX. I have had 4 classes in that room and I froze in EVERYONE of them. So, if you are a new student to Blue Ridge let me encourage you. Regardless of how warm it is outside. BRING A JACKET. D109 is like a refrigerator. It doesnt matter how warm it gets in there it is still going to be cold.

American Idol last night was close. I have to say that I am conflicted about who to vote for. While I am a Scotty fan through and through I do not think that his performance measured up to everyone elses. I mean do not get me wrong! He did an amazing job however, James performance kicked Scotties butt. I realize that it is too late to vote but if I had to choose someone it would be James.

So, rather than that I can honestly say I feel as though God is teaching me patience. I still have not heard back regarding a previous situation but I need to learn to be content no matter the situation. This is hard for me. Even though I have been reassured that we will be receiving another contract offer I struggle. Even when an accusation is false I apologize. I find myself to be the person that give and gives to others in order to make them happy but at the end of the day I have nothing left to enjoy myself. This is a part of my life that definitely needs work. I need to learn to not apologize and awfullize and to learn that apologies are unnecessary if I have nothing to say "sorry" for.