That's enough for now...

So, I've kind of had it. People are manipulative. Sometimes people that you least expect turn out to be the ones that hurt you most. And the thing is, if it was just the way that I feel that would be fine. But, it's not. Sometimes, when you have a conversation it changes everything makes me realize the manipulation that people use. It makes me angry. And no, this is not self pity. This is a realization that sometimes I let people use me. Use my husband. Use everything and then, when you think it will all work out it becomes another cosmic pain in the butt.

Maybe this is being petty and I might be looking back on this and be like wow, this was selfish but I really don't care!