Everytime I write a life is good post something comes and messes it up again. I mean I know that it sounds corney but even when I am here alone I worry my head off that someone is going to come to my front door and accuse me of doing something that I really did not do. I think the thing that gets me the most is that most everyone behind these accusations knows that they are complete crap. They are working for a broken system and I completely hate it! I mean why am I under scrutiny for something that I did not do. Why do I feel guilty for sitting down and taking two seconds for myself when everything is fine wondering if someone is going to come and be mean to me? I do not think that I deserve to live this way. I mean I am all for ensuring that someone's quality of life however, where do you draw the line between adding to someone else quality while destroying mine. That is how I feel. Like my life doesn't matter. I am a causality as long as I please everyone else. I am really tired of that.
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