Stand up when I cant.

Sometimes I get sick of everything. I get sick of being made to do things I don't want to do, I get sick of picking up the jobs that everyone else refuses. It upsets me. But I do not have to live like this. I feel like I do nothing for me. That every day I do everything for everyone else but I do not take time to make myself happy. I don't know. Maybe its better that I do not have time for me. But I think that I need that time. People suggest I go to the library and read. How is that fun? Sitting in an uncomfortable chair reading a book in front of others? This does not seem fun to me. So I really dont know what hobbies I will take up. But I will find one. And then, Lord help the person that stands in my way. I am ready to make myself happy.